LOZA !!

yeah

Mon, 14 Apr 2008 14:27:12 GMT

so basically things happen so fast i just dont even have time to write them down?
so much happens and ahhh it's all a bit crazy really.
i just found loads of old photos and its mental how things have changed in such a short time, we've all grown up so much.
crazy crazy times

went to see good charlotte at the weekend for the third time, it gets better every time really
god, i hate moments where im just so bored of sitting around on my computer doing nothing
gahhhhhh, bored!

things are going great though.
so its all good !

serioussss

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 00:19:01 GMT

in the words of mr traviiiieeee

'i love my life!'
:) at the end of 7 weeks by gym class heroes
OKAY THATS NIOT RELEVANT !!
even tho what is relevant is that im guna see them AGAIN IN TWO WEEKS!
ahh and its my bday too!! :):)!!:)!!
17 at last man
drivinnnng (y)

owh it's so good :)
the summer hols is guna be amazing this yr i can feel itinmy BONESS :)
i adore everything

james (L)(L)
cant even describe it
i feel wonderful!

ahh yeah :)

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 18:50:07 GMT

i had SUCh a good night and day ! :):)!!
didnt do alot
james stayed over :)
today was amazing compared to the shit of yesterday! arrrrrrghhh

i wish i had something to do right now!!

hiii!

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 18:57:06 GMT

i know how long i havent posted for!
mannn it's been half a year
i forget about this you see!

idunno what to say now!
apart from life is prety damn amazing
james is amazing
my friends are amazing
school is boring now but has been amazing
best year of my life and i pretty much owe it to james!
(L)
i could not be without him for the world and i dont wanna ever have to be.

its my birthday next month and the driving shall commence! woo :)
i cannot wait for my birthday
and to see gym class heroes again, i adore them!

soooooooooooo
end :)

Seriously

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 21:09:24 GMT

Could i even be any more happy?
DOUBT IT MAN.
everythings just going my way for once and i love it, haha.
plus its christmas soon, so it must just be making me all positive!
well i have an amazing boyfriend :) he is actually amazing
he treats me just perfect! and eeeeeeee
jammmmes <3

school is amazing atm :) i just love everyone there and everydays just such a laugh
especially today, cause it was dress up day
andnndndndn james' birthday!
also i saw lovelllly lynda :) love her lots and lots

:D
Beth came in today, ee shes wicked.
I actually miss her so much! and i realised today just how much i miss her
it kinda sucked really :/ but hey i love her to bits!

thursdays james' meal & 85 which should be awesome and then friday im having people over to get pretty damn wankered! haha canna wait.
:D eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
man its nearly xmas!
haah lovelovelove it!

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 01:06:20 GMT

i know thi isnt guna make aloota sense in the morning but it does to me right now haha.

well ive realisedalot in the poast few days
it feels like ive been druink since like yday night but hey
i pros havbe!
haha
well imw ithjamesniow
and tbh it just feels really good cause i know what i had with jay wad good but it ended ages ago and that should have been the rpoprer end
now i know what i want abd yeh i just jopoe stuff can eb simple from now on.
shortys tojight was so good
i was with most of my proper best mates
and ity just made em smile
and getting drunk wuith my best mates is suych a good thing cause we have a proper good laugh
and chloe is wickec cayse she makes me steal oisters off walls gotr her haha.
lmao !
was wellgood tho
and tomorrow i think ijm going shioppinh
rvn tho i spent vare money to0day!
oh god,
nay mind
xmas soon
:)

so

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 00:21:15 GMT

well i cant complain about alot atm
so i wont :)

hmm

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 22:49:30 GMT

my head aches :[

ive had like the shittttttttttest day ever
was late for school
had english at lunch
got shouted at
had to work
hmm :] groovey and dandy

america tomorrow
and while i cant wait im dreading the freakin journey
urggh whys it so far!!

im hoping itll be amaaaazing
ill miss everyone though
i do already, haha.
so yeah
:]

foookin

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 17:37:22 GMT

amazing time at the Gym Class Heroes gig

support Fleeing from finales were awesome (check them out)
And the lead was realllly nice and cuddly (haha lynda)

The guys we met 'Cecil' and Nick were proper awesome and we just had a laugh with them
We were right at the front (mm get in!)
and it was just awesome seeing as theyre like one of my fav bands

Then after we chatted to both bands
Disashi from gym class is such a damn nice guY!
i loves him

so yeh tar lynda for coming :) it was amazing!!
x

eeeeeee

Sun, 06 Aug 2006 21:26:33 GMT

WELLLLLLLLLL

evanescences new song has put me in a good mood!
getting the net back =]
talking to james!
being a nob with lynda and chloe on msn
singing :)
james got me a present off his hols! :D which is adorable
god hes amazinggg
um geoff made me laugh!
:)
and told me he was guna get a red rose delivered to my door
weird but nevertheless cute :)
ummmmmmmm god

IM SO HAPPY :)
hahah ! its weird
x

BULLET !

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 00:48:47 GMT

YER MAN!
MET BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE TODAY!
awesome day with people I love! :)
Lynda, Abi, Haylie, Scotty, Wiza and Beki.

Amazing! :)

Pics::

Me and Lynda

Myspace Becky init

Lol twerp ?

Wiza :)

Scotty boy

Us and the unsigned cds

BULLET!

OMGGGG

YERMAN

And the signed cds after :)

Pretty amazing 30 seconds of my life to be honest! :D

even tho matt doesnt know what its for!

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 11:26:17 GMT

Level 1
(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
( ) done drugs
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) drank alcohol

Level 2
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight

Level 3
( ) snuck out of a parent's house
( ) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone out on a blind date

Level 4
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die

Level 5
( ) had/have a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) thrown up from drinking

Level 6
( ) eaten Sushi
( ) been skiing
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
(x) been mosh pitting

Level 7
(x) taken pain killers
( ) love someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel

Level 8
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up

Level 9
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
( ) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
( ) fallen asleep at work/school

Level 10
( ) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake

Level 11
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed/vandalized against
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer

Level 12
( ) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
( ) been in a car/motorcycle accident

Level 13
( ) had/have braces
(x (mostly)) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight

Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x LMAO LYNDA!) been obsessed with post-it notes

Level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x (haha on my way to jays!)) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
( ) felt like you were dying

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
( ) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
( ) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) kissed in the rain

Level 18
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach

Level 19
( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey

Level 20
( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x probably lol :P) screamed "penis" in class
(x) ate dog food
(x)told a complete stranger you loved them

Level 21
( ) sang in the shower
( ) have/had a little black dress
( ) had sex in the woods or canefield
( ) had sex in a park
( ) had sex in a car
( ) had sex in your parents room.

Level 22
(x ouch) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer
( ) kissed a fish
(x yep boxers) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) Sat on a roof top

Level 23
( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night

Level 24
( ) didnt take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had/been in a tree house
(x) scared to watch scary movies but still watch them

Level 25
(x) believed/belive in ghosts (some kind of after life energy maybe)
( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail

Level 26
( ) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused

Level 27
( ) caught a fish then ate it when it was cooked
(no but lynda kills them :P) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed

Level 28
(x lynda :)) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
( ) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
(x) been kicked out of your house

Level 30
(x) Rode a roller coaster
(x) went scuba-diving/snorkeling
( ) had a cavity
( ) Black-mailed someone
( ) Been black mailed

Level 31
( ) Been used
(x) fell going up the stairs
(yeh all the time =|) licked a cat
(x) bitten someone

AND YOUR TOTAL IS... cant be arsed to count :)
what does that mean? :S

mimimimimi

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 11:16:55 GMT

im bored. yep
i want it to be september. i want gym class heroes
and america!
:)

yehman
thats guna be good.
nothing else really so say lmao!
apart from lily allens new albums wicked. buybuybuyit!

oh yeh and matts the person most likely to read this.
so matt likes cock.
:)

right sooo

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 23:11:00 GMT

ive had so many mood swings tonight!
im awful!

firstly, jay said something about my new hair (which i dont really like much anyway) which upset me.
then he said sorry and i was fine.
then james called me amazing which made me feel...um
AMAZING! :) he really made me smile!
Then Matt made me laugh lots :)
Then I had a lovely convo with Natz
And felt so good for helping her out
Hope you know I love you!

Then I got annoyed.
Cause Charlotte was annoyed with me.
And Lyndas annoyed for unknown reasons.
And yeh =/

Idunooo.
I just hope everythings okay for friday!
Cause I cant wait to be honest :)
And I want to go back to school, I miss it (as odd as it may sound)
And I'm really looking forward to it.
So yer.
Thats whats happening at the mo really :)

hmm

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 00:47:02 GMT

whats with stuff being shit all week
and now

its fine again
[kind of]

its like nothing shit ever happenedd

urghh
confused

Hmmf

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 21:14:19 GMT

Well todays been okay at some points, fucking shit at others.

Ive actually had SO many mood swings liek you wouldnt believe
Urghh
Now I just wana fall into a ditch :)

First of all I dont like being in the middle of everyones bitchy arguements.
I love all my mates, and cba to be in the middle.
Second of all I don't like arguements between mates anywway as it is.

I wish things were normal at the moment
Iduno why, nothing seems right

Iduno if it's just exams and shit
But thats what everyone blames for everything
So I wont.

Hmm I just feel shit, to be honest.
So do many people around me

Maybe its the negative vibes.

Ill stop blaming other things
maybe its just me, lol.

Welll

Thu, 11 May 2006 20:01:44 GMT

I dont understand me! :(

I think I might delete all of my old entries cause theyre all boring, haha.
But then again I like to read through them!

Tonight was good, I had a nice time hanging out with Cameron and Abi :)
I love my brothers and sisters to bits!

School was cool as well, love the sun and my friends!
Leaving next week its guna be pretty cool :)
Cant wait!

But there's still some stuff im not happy about
I miss my mum an awful lot!
I love that woman to bits and hope she knows it!

Stuff will get better, im sure
Ill just look to the positive stuff! :)

x

WELL

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 16:01:27 GMT

WHAT CAN I SAY?
waited so long to see HIM
time came
time passed

FUCKING IMMENSE
loved every minute

why did i stop listening to them ever?? WHO KNOWS!
Ville was as yummy as I expected
the crowd had anough HIM merch as i expected!

it was just so amazing and id deffo go straight away again, no hesitation!

=]
HAPPY AS PIE!
ps Anathema are an awesome band =]

Blergh

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 20:56:13 GMT

well tonight i guess i just feel about um this small?

i know what the problem is, it's what it always is and what it's been for too long.
my mum. i love her to bits, she knows it, i know it
but she doesn't need me anymore, she's moved on and i cant quite deal with the fact another baby, not even born yet, is replacing me in her life
makes me feel completely shit and worthless.

she keeps on asking if i want to come over and see it when its born
but to be honest i don't, i don't want to see something that's quite clearly ruined my life
and the friendship i had with my own mother

sounds jealous? yeah i know I don't care
when it's born i know i'll just feel even more like I don't exist.
if that's even possible

I feel like being positive for once

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 22:34:57 GMT

FRIENDS

Everyone means so much to me
Charlotte, Laura, Lynda, Beth, Chloe, Natalie, Beki
And everyone else
I LOVE YOU!

Had an awesome day with Loz the other day=]
Took tons of pictures!

LOVE THAT GIRL!

Mondays gune be AWESOME:: Beth, Beki, Loz and Chloe are staying over for a girly night!
=]]
I love the holidays!

SO yeah.
Ima try and forget all the things that make me unhappy.
And be postive.
See how long that lasts??

:( sad

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 22:15:55 GMT

perfect by nature
icons of self indulgence
just what we all need
more lies about a world that

never was and never will be
have you no shame don't you see me
you know you've got everybody fooled

look here she comes now
bow down and stare in wonder
oh how we love you
no flaws when you're pretending
but now i know she

never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie

i know the truth now
i know who you are
and i don't love you anymore

it never was and never will be
you don't know how you've betrayed me
and somehow you've got everybody fooled

it never was and never will be
you're not real and you can't save me
somehow now you're everybody's fool

I have got everybody fooled.
Im so not happy :(
I miss my mum
I want my old life
I want a normal life
-x

WELL

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 23:17:35 GMT

I dont know how I feel

I like being at my dad's
I like the peace and quiet
I like having time to myself

I don't like being away from my mum
I dont like being away from my brothers and sister
I don't like being lonely

It sucks.
Ah well.
I love my friends they've been so amazing recently
Lynda, Charlotte, Beki and some others
I love you all

Gahhhhhhhh
*sighs*

OOHYEH

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 23:11:14 GMT

FALLOUT BOY WAS AMAZING!
WHAT MORE CAN I SAY?
greatgreatGREATgig.
AT the front whole time.
CORE.
Gotta plec from Pete.
*FIT*

Meh

Wed, 11 Jan 2006 19:21:14 GMT

Well you could have read about this on my vf but ssh.
I can say more on here cause less people read.
I feel really shit basically.
My mum has a boyfriend. I hate him, end of.
My mums having a baby, I hate the idea, end of.
But thats not the end of, cause these two things are driving me out of my own home. I cant stand it anymore.
Everytime I talk to my mum it turns into an arguement about her boyfriend and their baby and I feel like I'm being replaced by her new life and am not even important to her anymore. Deep down I know she loves me but she doesnt have a good way of showing it.
To me I seem like I'm on the bottom of her worries
I'm 15, growing up, yeah.
I still need a mum.
:(
-x-

Sun, 20 Nov 2005 18:10:40 GMT

WOOOO.

I never update this thing anymore. I shall start updating more often me thinks.
Even though no one reads it and my life is un-interesting anyway.
Anyway... stuff recently. NIGHTWISH was AMAZING as HELLLL!
Gah seriously best gig ever Tarja was awesome. So were the band obviously. Gah it sucks that now they don't have Tarja in the band anymore :( Ah well got their lastest album.
School is cool. It's going so quick I cant believe its almost xmas *shock* Where has this year gone?
Anyway here's some interesting pictures that came off my phone. You see im so cool it hurts.

This is a picture from the fightstar signing back in june. Charlie simpson bent over and gave everyone a show of him bum. I took a picture

Thats me, charlie, chaz, polly, jenny, emily and megan's shoes at the fair. That day was awesome, love you girls!

Anyway thast all I can be arsed with.
:)